My One Sided Love Story

Hi, mera name  Samar hai and here im going to share my one sided love story uska name aysha hai and pata nahi wo mujhe chahti hai ya nahi but now its feel like she dont, 6 and half year pahle ki baat hai jab mai ek ladki se mila uska name aisha hai. Mai delhi mai rahta hu or aaj se 6 and half year pahle meri family jahan ham rahte the wasa se near by relocate huwe the ham waha par naye aaye the hame 3 month he huwe the. jis gali mai rahta hu wo bhi wahi new aaye the hamre aane ke 3 month bad. or dheere dheere meri family or uski family mai batchit shuru ho gayi or is bahane mai bhi unse baat karne laga. isi tarah hamara ek dusre ke ghar par ana jana bhi shuru ho gya mai mostly unke ghar par jata tha kisi na kisi bahane.. kyonki aisha mujhe bahut pyari or bahut acchi ladki lagti thi or mai use like karne laga tha wo wakye bahut achhi ladki thi or mai use pyar karne laga tha lekin maine us waqt apni feeling ke bare mai aisha se kuchh nahi kaha. kyonki ham dono he us jagah par new aaye the.

or mai koi problem nahi chahta tha ham aksar bate karte the. mai use bahut chahne laga tha use batana chahta tha ki mai use bahut bahut pyar karne laga hu par darta tha ki ager usne mana kar diya to kya hoga ya usne apne ghar pe shikayat kar di to. lekin day by day mera pyar aisha ke liye or badhta chala gya. (uski badi sister bhi thi or mai usse bhi baten karta tha or ham log kafi majak karte the ham ek dusre se kisi bhi topic par baten karne lagte the kahne ka matlab hai hamare beech mai food fluency thi) ek dusre pe comment karna nakal utarna etc….

isi tarah waqt bitta gaya or mera pyar bhi aisha ke liye badhta he chala gaya. mai hamesha chahta tha ki ham apas mai baat karte rahe. aisha or mai dono he goverment school mai padhte the uska school subah ka tha or mera duphar ka. jab wo school se aa rahi hoti thi to mai us time school ja raha hota tha kabi kabhi sochta tha ki school jate waqt raste mai use apne dil ki sari bat bata du .. bata du ki mai usse kitna pyar karta hu par darta bhi tha ki kahi wo mana na kar de mujhse baaten bhi karna band na kar de bas ye soch ke nahi bol paya. 8 month gujar chuke the abhi tak use apne dil ki baat nahi kah paya tha. mere ghar se 2 ghar chhod kar teesra ghar usi ka tha jab ham pass mai ek dusre ke amne samne hote the to mai uski tarah jayda der tak nahi dekh pata tha darta tha kahi use pata na chal jaye.. par jab hamare beech kareeb 8-10 meeter ka fasla hota tha to mai use gor se dekhta tha..

mai use hamesh pyar bhari nigaho se he dekhta tha or wo bhi mujhe dekhti thi. par mai tab bi use na kah paya or ek din mujhe kahne ka moaka mila. aisha us din kafi bor ho rahi thi to usne time pass karne ke liye drawing karna shuru kar diya maine dekha ki wo drawing kar rahi hai to mai bhi uske pass beth gya or uski help karne laga. maine socha kyo na drawing ke he bahane apne dil ki bat bata du.. to drawing puri hone ke baad maine header mai LOVE YOU likh diya or aisha ko dikhaya ki dekho drawing kitni aachi huwi hai. aisha ne mera likha huwa text bhi padh liya tha par shayad wo ignore kar rahi thi. isliye wo drawing dekh kar hasne lagi.. or maine bhi kuchh nahi kaha mai bhi hash pada. 1 and half year gujar chuke the par ab tak mai use kuchh nahi kah paya tha. ek din maine himmat karke socha ki aaj mai use sab kuchh kah dunga. to maine socha ki mai uski sister se kahta hu shayad wo kuchh help kar sake kyonki hamare beech kafi acchi fluency thi. maine apne dil ki sari baat uski sister ko bata di phir uski sister ne kaha ki mai aisha se tere bare mai baat karungi. mujhe uski sister ko kuchh nahi batana chahiye tha ye maine sabse badi galti ki.

koi bhi ladki ye nahi chahti ki uske apsi relashion ke bare mai uske ghar ke kisi bhi person ko kuchh bhi pata chale. par uski sister ne meri help karne ki puri koshish ki thi. 2 din baad aisha ki sister ne mujhe bataya ki maine aisha se baat ki thi. to aisha kah rahi thi ki wo pahle se he janti thi sab kuchh lekin usne YES or NO ka koi answer nahi diya. lekin itna kaha hai ki use in faltu ki tension mai nahi padna. ye sun kar mujhe bahut afsos huwa par aisha ki sister ne mujhe kaha ki tu tension mat le abhi chance hai aisha ne abhi NA to nahi kiya hai na. abhi ummid hai tu dubara khud koshish kar usse baat karne ki. us din ke baad kayi dino tak maine aisha se baaten nahi ki or na he aisha ne mere se par ham ek dusre ko ab bhi dekhte the mujhe kahi na kahi esa lagta tha ki aisha bhi mujhse pyar karti hai isliye wo bhi mujhe dekhti hai.

maine dubara himmat kar ke koashish ki ab mai khud bol deta hu or ek din aisha apni sister ke sath bethi thi maine wahi pe aisha ko kah diya aisha ki sister ke samne he aisha I LIKE YOU or wo dono ki dono bahne hairan ho gayi phir wo dono he hasne lagi lekin aisha khush thi ye sun kar uske chehre se khushi jhalak rahi thi jab maine use i like you kaha tha to wo khush bhi thi par meri baten ignore bhi kar rahi thi maine 2 bar kaha i like you dono bar usne ignore kar diya mai smajh nahi paya ki wo ignore kyo kar rahi hai phir jab maine 3rd time kaha to usne smile karte huwe reply kiya I DON’T LIKE YOU mujhe bahut dhuk huwa ye sun kar par ye such nahi tha mujhe bad mai samajh aaya ki usne 2 bar meri bat ko ignore kyo kiya tha.

(kyonki uski sister bhi uske sath thi) isliye usne ignore kiya or dubara kahne pe mana kar diya. phir kafi dino tak hamari koi baat nahi huwi thi mai sirf uski sister se he bate karta tha aisha se nahi karta tha or wo bhi mujhse baten nahi karti thi. lekin mai janta tha ki uske dil mai mere liye feeling to hai hi. isliye jab bhi mai use dekhta hu to wo mujhe dekhti hai. aisha ki COUSIN sister ko bhi hamare bare mai pata chal gaya tha. phir kafi dino ke bad maine dubara is bare mai aisha ki sister se baten ki to usne mujhe bataya ki mai kabhi bhi apni COUSIN sis.

ke sath tere bare mai baten karti hu to aisha sara kaam chhod ke foran baten sunne aa jati hai ki kya baten ho rahi hai…. phir ek din maine aisha ki sister ko dubara force kiya ki tu jake aisha ko mana mere liye or puchh ki kya wajah hai wo mana kyo kar rahi hai mai use bahut chahta hu . to aisha ne apni sister ko jawab diya ki tere kahne se kya hota hai wo khud kahe mujhse to kuchh bat bhi ho wo to hamesha tere se he kahta hai.. ye sun kar mai khush ho gaya or mujhme thodi himmat aayi dubara usse face to face baat karne ki. aisha ki or bhi 2 sister thi dono married thi uski ek sister apne ghar aayi thi ghumne ke liye yani aisha ke ghar par. unki ek ladki bhi thi uska name AFIYA tha.

2 ya 3 year ki thi aisha relation mai AFIYA ki KHALA-(mausi) lagti thi, wo ek din AFIYA ko khila rahi thi to maine socha ye sahi mauka hai baat karne ka. maine AFIYA ko apni god mai utha liya or aisha ke pass gaya or maine comment kiya. aisha ke samne AFIYA ye koan hai apki KHALA-(mausi) hai. or mai hu apka KHALU-(mausa). ye sun kar aisha smile karne lagi or hasne lagi. or aisha ne comment kiya oh.. ho.. bade aaye KHALU-(mausa) banne wale. or wo ghar mai chali gayi. or ab jab kabhi bhi moaka milta to mai comment kar deta tha.. par khul ke nahi bol pata tha. wo ek din akeli mere samne ghar ke bahar khadi thi mai uske pass gya or maine kah diya I LOVE YOU.

usne karib 15 second tak koi jawab nahi diya chup thi par smile kar rahi thi mai puchhta raha par koi jawab nahi diya. phir bad mai us time bhi usne muskurate huwe kaha I HATE YOU (lekin muskurate huwe). phir maine socha ab aaj ke baad mai kabhi isse is bare mai koi baat nahi karunga. aisha ke 2 bhai the wo dono work karte the or wo dono he mere achhe dost ban gaye the maine apni padhai band kar di thi. or mai uske bhai ke sath kaam karne laga taki mai kam ke bahen aisha ke ghar mai jyada aa jaa saku. karib 2-3 mahine tak mai uske bhai ke sath kaam karta raha par un beech jab bhi mai aisha ki sister se baate karta tha to beech mai aisha comment karne lagti thi par mai uski comment ka koi reply nahi karta tha usne kayi bar mujhse bat karne ki koshish ki par ab mai ignore karne laga tha. jab bhi kabhi wo mere taraf dekhti thi to mai apna muh fer leta tha.

phir 2-3 mahine baad uski sister ne kaha ek good news du. mai ye sun kar khush ho gaya or smajh gya tha ki jarur wo aisha ke bare mai bat karne wali hai. maine excited hoke kaha jaldi bolo.. usne bataya ki aisha tujhe galiyan deti hai kutta kamina etc..kahti hai. mai thoda confuse ho gaya or maine puchha isme good kya hai. to usne kaha ki wo tere se baat karna chahti hai pichhle 2 mahino se jab tu mujhse bat kar raha hota hai to aisha bar-bar comment isliye karti hai taki tu usse bat kare par tu ignore kar deta hai. aisha jab bhi tujhe dekhti hai to tu muh fer leta hai. isliye wo tujhe galiyan deti hai kahti ab to baat bhi nahi karta. ye sun kar mai bahut khush huwa.

phir maine kaha ki aisha to mana karti hai ki wo mujhse pyar nahi karti kayi bar maine kaha hai comment mai bhi kaha hai par har bar wo hasti hai or haste huwe he mana karti hai. phir aisha ki sister ne mujhse puchha ye bata ki tujhe kya lagta hai ki aisha tujhse pyar karti hai ya nahi maine kaha mujhe to hamesha se ye he lagta hai ki wo bhi mujhse pyar karti hai. To isi baat par aisha ki sister ne kaha ha mujhe bhi ye he lagta hai kyonki mai jab bhi tere bare mai baat karti hu to uska behavior bilkul ajeeb sa ho jaata hai wo bilkul chup ho jati hai or bas teri baten sunti hai par kuchh kahti nahi hai. kuchh to hai uske dil mai. maine kaha to tum he batao na kya hai uske dil me puchho usse phir usne kaha ki tu khud kyo nahi puchhta pyar bhi karta hai khul ke bate karne se bhi darta hai.

tu darpok hai. maine kaha ki mai bas use khone se darta hu kahi aisa na ho ki mere bar-bar force karne se wo mujhse jo kabhi kabhi thodi bahut batchit majak kar leti hai wo bhi band na kar de kam se kam abhi mai uske pyare se chehre ko dekh to leta hu khuda na khasta kabhi aisa hua ki usne mujhse bate karna or meri taraf dekhna he band kar diya to us din to mai suicide he kar lunga. uski sister ne kaha tujhe khud he bat karni padegi mai kuchh nahi kar sakti isse jyada. in sab bato ko 2 years gujar chuke the par ab bhi mere pyar kar silsila wahi atka tha jaha pahle tha na to ha ho payi or na he wo kabhi serios hoke mujhe na kah payi. bas ye he bat mujhe confuse karti thi ager uske dil mai mere liye kuchh bhi nahi hai to wo mujhse seriously kah kyo nahi deti ki wo mujhse pyar nahi karti hamesha smile karte huwe or haste huwe he kyo kahti hai ki wo mujhse pyar nahi karti or phir jab mai use dekhta hu to wo kyo dekhti hai mujhe? bas ye baat soch kar mai puri tarah se confuse tha or decide nahi kar pa raha tha ki wo mujhse pyar karti hai ya nahi..

“ANYWAY AAGE BADHTE HAI”…. maine apne phone no. aisha ki sister ko de rakha tha or aisha ka personal koi phone nahi tha kyonki ham dono he momdan hai or momdan mai kafi ruls ragulation wagerah.. wagera.. hote hai. par uske ghar par ek mobile rahta tha… ek din sham ke waqt mai gali mai betha tha or phone par kisi se bat kar raha tha or aisha ke ghar mai sirf aisha or uski sister thi or koi nahi tha. mujhe gali mai bat karta dekh aisha or uski sister ne mujhe miss call ki maine jab miss call check ki to dekha wo no. aisha ke ghar ka tha or maine unke ghar ki taraf dekha to dono bahne hasne lagi bas maine usi time unke no. par call back ki to aisha ki sister ne call pick ki or aisha peeche se sab sun rahi thi. mai hello hello karta rha par waha se koi jawab nahi aa rha tha or jab mai unki taraf dekhta to wo dono has rahi hoti thi… unhone kareeb 3 bar mujhe call ki thi maine har bar call back kari thi. par bat nahi ho payi.

phir thodi der bad maine socha kyo na msg kar du.. us waqt phone aisha ke hath mai tha or maine I LOVE YOU likh kar send kar diya aisha ne padha wo khush ho gayi uske chehre pe smile aa gayi usne apni sister ko dikhaya.. mai bhi us time gali mai tha or wo dono bahne bhi gali mai he bethi thi.. aisha ki ek aadat thi wo mujhe majak majak mai punch dikhaya karti thi or “CHAL CHAL” kahke chup ho jati thi. or mai bhi reply mai punch he dikhata tha or kahta tha CHAL kaha CHALNA hai… mera msg padh kar aisha ne smile karte huwe mujhe ek bar phir punch dikhaya or maine bhi use punch dikhaya..

phir 1 hour bad meri uski sister se baat huwi maine puchha phone par tum dono bol kyo nahi rahi thi to usne kaha ki hamare mobile ka mike kharab hai jisse ham sun to sakte hai par hamari koi aawaj dusri side nahi ja sakti. to maine kaha thik hai msg karunga mai ab or tum reply jarur karna. maine kuchh der bad phir dubara msg kiya I LOVE YOU or phir waha se I LOVE YOU TO reply ayaa….. wah kya shandar waqt tha 2 year bad mujhe aisha ne mujhe I LOVE YOU TO kaha tha mai us din bahut bahut bahut he jyada khush tha ki bata bhi nahi sakta kitni khushi huwi thi mujhe ye msg padh kar. phir mere man mai khyal aaya kahi aisha ki sister mujhse majak to nahi kar rahi hai. isliye maine uski sister se puchha to uski sister ne kaha nahi ye reply aisha ne kiya hai mujhe vishwas nahi ho raha tha to aisha ki sister ne kaha ager maine apni taraf se kaha hota to ye reply mai tujhe 2 years pahle he de chukhi hoti par sach mai ye reply aisha ne he kiya hai maine nahi..

thodi der baad phir ham msg mai bat karne lage uske kuchh der bad mai aisha ke ghar gya karib 8 pm ho rahe the maine aisha se puchha to wo sharmane lagi or smile karte huwe hichkichate huwe usne kaha nahi maine to nahi kya mai usi waqt smajh gaya ki ye msg aisha ne he kiya hai kyonki jab maine aisha se puchha to wo sharma rahi thi or mujhe batane mai hichkicha rahi thi haklate huwe bol rahi thi.. jabki isse pahle maine aisha ko kabhi bhi halkate huwe nahi suna tha… mai smajh gya ki aisha bhi mujhe pyar karti hai.. par jarur wo kisi bat se ghabra rahi hai. jis bat se wo ghabrati thi akhir mai wahi huwa. kuchh dino tak unke yaha se msg aate rahe or mai bhi karta raha. mai mostly ghar ke bahar gali mai he betha rahta tha aisha ko dekhne ke liye. ek din aisha ne mujhe msg kiya mai us din bhi gali mai he tha. or wo apni chhat par thi.

mere pass aisha ka msg aaya: (“MAI TUMSE PYAR NAHI KARTI”) ye msg padh kar mai bilkul kanp gyaa tha..

maine foran reply kiya: (“TO THIK HAI MAI AAJ KE BAD DUBARA KABHI BHI TUMHE KOI MSG NAHI KARUNGA. TUMSE KOI BHI BAT KARNE KI KOSHISH NAHI KARUNGA. OR KABHI BI TUMHARE LIYE GALI MAI NAHI BETHUNGA. BAYE”)

phir foran waha se msg ayaa:(“SORRY SORRY SORRY MAI MAJAK KAR RAHI THI DUBARA AISA NAHI HOGA I AM SORRY”) or thodi der baad aisha or uski sister ghar ke bahar aayi or maine aisha ki sister ke samne he usse puchha:(“AISHA AGER TUM MUJHSE PYAR KARTI HO TO AAJ SUCH BATA DO OR AGER NAHI KARTI TO YE BHI BATA DO PLEASE MAI AAJ SAB SACH SUNNA CHAHTA HU”) aish ne kaha: (“MAI KYON BATAO”)

maine kaha: (“TO THIK HAI MAI ISKA MATLAB NA SAMAJHTA HU”) aisha ne kaha: (“MAINE TO KUCHH NAHI KAHA”) maine phir kaha:(“AISHA KAH DO KI TUM MUJHSE PYAR KARTI HO”)

aisha:(“KYO BOLU”) maine kaha: (“TO YEH KAH DO KI TUM MUJHSE PYAR NAHI KARTI MAI DUBARA KABHI TUMSE IS BARE MAI KOI BAAT NAHI KARUNGA”)

aisha:(“KYO BOLU”) aisha ne mujhe is bar na to ye kaha ki wo mujhse PYAR KARTI HAI or na he ye kaha ki wo mujhse PYAR NAHI KARTI phir kuchh dino bad mere 2-3 msg aisha ke bhai ne padh liye or uske bhai ne apne ghar par sab kuchh bata diya msg ke bare mai… or meri love story shuru hone se pahle he flop ho gayi..uske agle din jab maine aisha ki taraf dekha to aisha ne mujhe dekha or wo chup chap bina kisi smile ke ghar mai chali gali. us din mai bahut roya 5 dino tak so bhi nahi paya tha… akhir kaise neend aati mai usse apni jaan se bhi jyada pyar karta tha itna chahta tha ki mai shabdo me bayan bhi nahi kar sakta uske liye kuchh bhi kar sakta tha.

itne saal main use  beintehan pyar kar rhaa tha jabki ye sirf mera ek tarfa pyar tha phir bhi mera pyar uske liye kabhi kam nahi huwa balki badhta he chala gya. us din itne saal  mai pahli bar maine uske chehre pe udasi dekhi thi warna isse pahle wo hamesha smile karti thi uske chehre pe hamesha khushi rahti thi or use khush dekh kar mujhe double khushi hoti thi.. mujhe is bat par bahut dukh huwa kash ki maine msg he na kiya hota to aaj bhi uske chehre pe smile hoti…mera uske ghar par aana jana bhi band ho gaya tha. mai use bahut pyar karta tha itna pyar ki aaj ke time mai kisi ne bhi kisi se nahi kiya hoga or na karega. un dino mai bahut tadpa tha aisha ke liye bahut roya tha agle kayi dino tak maine use bahut bahut bahut miss kiya use dekhne ke liye taras gaya tha kyonki ab wo ghar se bahar nahi nikalti thi bahut he kam nikalti thi.

kuchh dino bad aisha ki sister ne mujhe ghar mai bulaya us waqt ghar mai koi nahi tha sirf aisha or uski sister he thi. par ab aisha darti thi kahi dubara kisi ko kuchh pata na chale isliye usne mujhse un beech kabhi baten nahi ki…. jab aisha ki sister ne mujhe ghar mai bulaya to mai ghar mai gaya aisha ghar mai he thi maine us din aisha ko kafi dino ke baad dekha tha man kar raha tha bas ab use seene se laga lu.. maine aisha se baat karne ki koshish ki par aisha ne mujhse baat nahi ki wo kuchh nahi boli kuchh bhi nahi. mai ander he ander rone laga ki jise maine khud se bhi jyada chaha aaj wo he mujhse bat nahi kar rahi… itni der me aisha ka bhai aa gya or aisha ki sister ne mujhe chhat par bhej diya or mai chhat par chala gaya,

phir jab wo ghar ke baher gaya to mai unke ghar se baher nikla. is baat se aisha or bhi jyada pareshan ho gayi thi ki ek bar phir faste faste bach gaye..mai un dino aisha ke bhai ke sath he kaam kar rha tha in sab ke baad aisha ka bhai or mai ham dono he waha se kaam chhod chuke the phir maine socha ab mai apni study continue karunga.. or ek accha insan banunga kyonki mujhe ab bhi ummid thi ki aisha future mai kabhi meri ho sakti hai par mere mai bhi to koi quality honi chahiye bas isliye maine open se study start kar di or ek call center mai job karne laga AS A TELECALLER ye meri first job thi. mai aisha ke bina rah nahi sakta tha isliye maine dubara kayi bar aisha se baat karne ki koshish ki par aiaha ne mere se baat nahi ki.

2-3 mahine bitne ke baad aisha ke chehre pe phir se wahi smile rahne lagi wo phir khush thi or use khush dekh kar mai double khush. par ab hamare beech koi baat nahi hoti thi. in sab ke bad uske ghar mai kisi se bhi meri koi bat nahi hoti thi or na he ab hoti hai. ab is baat ko 6 and half year beet chuke hai. or aisha or mai ham dono he wahi par rahte hai jahan pahle rahte the ek he gali mai. unfortunately hamari koi bat nahi hoti mera bahut man karta hai usse bat karne ka par mai nahi kar pata. wo meri aakhon ke saamne bhi hoti hai to bhi mai use jee bhar nahi dekh pata. apni kismat par mujhe rona aata hai ki kyo di uper wale ne aisi kismat mujhe ki mai use paate paate rah gaya or ab tak na paa saka.. “khair koi baat nahi sirf pane ka he matlab to pyar nahi hota” lekin in sab baato mai ek baat or hai ki..

jab uske ghar par pata chala tha us har 2-3 mahine mai kisi na kisi bahane kisi na kisi wajah se kaise na kaise mere pass aysha or uski sister phone karti thi and har bar mai usse ek hi baat puchhta tha tere dil me kya hai and or wo kahti thi kuchh nhi ye sun kar mera dil roo padta tha par bi mai ummid lagaye betha tha shayad ek din wo samjhegi mujhe mere pyar ko fir ek din maine ayesha se mana kar diya ki mujhe kabi bi call na kare jab tumhare dil me kuchh hai nahi to fir kyo call karti ho jab mai beeta hu kal bhoolne ki koshish karta hu tumhe bhulaane ki koshish karta hu tum fir se call kar deti ho ab mai or bardast nahi nahi kar sakta. fir us din ke baad kuchh dino tak usne call nahi kiya and fir kuch time baad maine use ishara kiya ki mujhe call karo and mai pure wait office me uske call ka wait karta tha yes office me in dino mai Process Associate ki job karta tha. 

Pure din uska call karne ke bad mujhe bahut dukh hua but ki ye maine kya kar diya mujhe usse aisi baat nahi karni chahiye thi but mai karta bi to kya usse bahut pyar jo karta hu uska har kuchh time baad mujhe yu tadpana ab or nahi saha jata tha. and fir next day noon time me ayesha ne call kiya or phone par sabse pahle me ek question kiya ki kyo kiya tumne mujhe call to uske kaha khud hi ne to kaha tha call karne ke liye to maine kaha exactly…. tumne mere kahne par call kyo kiya ager tumhare dil me kuchh nahi hai to to tumhe call nahi karni chahiye thi iska matlab bahut kuchh hai tumhare dil me jab hi tumne mujhe call kiya… aisa kaha tum pagal ho and call drop kar diya and fir dubara wo hi bahut bahut dino me call par batt karna start ho gaya and bahut time baat fir maine 14-jan-2014 me ayesha se kaha yar such such bataiya kya hai tere dil me us us waqt hi wo hi kaha kuchh nahi ye sun kar mai ro pada and gusse me fir se kah diya ki mai mar gaya aaj se tumhare ager ab mujse kabi baat mat karna mai kya karta yar bahut pyar kiya hia usse uska u mahine 2 mahine bar bar call kar ke mujhe fir se beete hu kal me le jaana bahut dard deta tha mujhe but mujhe nahi pata tha ki ye uski last call hogi mujhe. 

Fir uske baad usne kabi call nahi and and fir ek din achanak usne mujhe msg kiya “kaha ho” unknown number se us time maine dhyan nahi diya message ka rat ko mujhe wo msg receive hua to mujhe pata chal ki ye msg mujhe ayesha ne kiya tha mai to jaisa pagal hi ho gaya tha achanak se… fir maine apne best friend ko kaha ki yar usse ek bar pata ki usne msg kyo kiya mujhe and wo meri bahut badi galti thi mere best friend ne jo ki uska cousin hai use bahut sunaya ki kyo bichare ko jeene nahi de rhi ya to uske sath ho ja ya ager sath nahi ho sakti to hamesha ke liye akela chhor de and us din ke baad aaj tak kabi bi meri ayesha se baat nahi huwi. maine kahi baar ayesha ko ishara kiya phone karne ka but ab wo kabi call nahi karti….. aaaj bi usse bahut pyar karta hu but kash wo mujhe samajh pati…….so now i have moved on in my life and now im working in a company as a web designer.  dont know why but im still waiting for her thinking that one day she surely call me, actually whenever im getting calls from unknown numbers its make me feel that its her but then suddenly i feel very sad….. lets see what god planning for me.